What Iam going to do this summer

The usually is the story of my life, first of all I will be working and taking care of my kids. I will be also taking a english class for the summer. I will enjoy my summer with my kids alittle more because they are off from school so I would like to take them out and let them enjoy their summer time. I will also be planning more for my wedding, I know I said that I was not going to plan earlier but now the date is getting closer so I need to really start my planning. I hope my summer is enjoyable, I know it will be. This semester as kicked my you know what. So this summer Iam going to take it easy, just alittle.

Testing time

Testing time is near for everyone but those who have kids are more stressed out than ever like me. Iam make myself go crazy, its my fault to try to finish everything all at once. Yes Iam an overachiever but that's how Iam. Iam always trying to make my self better. I just want to because my family struggle I was growing up. So I don't want to be in the same situation. I want to be able to provide for my family with lots of things. Iam always trying to be the best in what I do. I want to it makes me feel happy that I can provide for them. I want the best for my family. I believe that working hard is something you love can have great affects in life. I thank God everyday for everything he has done for me. He is my greatest Love. He never judges me. Thank you Lord.

Good luck to everyone that wants to reach for their goals.
Think positive and never give up.

The End is almost near

Yes kids the end is almost here, class is almost over can you believe that it is already going to be the summer. Well I don't know about you guys but this summer Iam going to take another english class. Only Online is all I can do. I hope everyone has learned something in this class. Teacher was excellant, she has good teaching skills, I had no problem understanding her assignments. I was upset when I found out she was not teaching in the summer. well everyone good luck in everything you do. excel excel is makes you to a better person.

Micheal Pollan's guides to good eating

I was very surprised to see that there are so many foods out there are not good for you. We live in a society that everything is fast paced so our foods have to be the same too. It is so sad to see that we are feeding our kids the worst foods out there. I try to give my daughters only organic foods, those foods only last for a few days. I know it is expensive but when I listen to what he said about what foods we are intaking it is pretty bad that the United States is the worst in foods because we are a fast paced society that's is also why we have to so many health problems. I liked Mr. Pollan's rule #3 about foods "eat only foods that will rot", It is hard out there to find foods that will not rot for awhile. How can you find what foods are good for you this book that Mr.Pollan wrote show you how to find what foods are good for your health. I think Iam going to buy this book because not just to change my eating habits but also change my daughters and their kids eating habits. It all starts with you making the change.

The activities that I did this weekend

My weekend was great, I did the usual around the house but at night I took the kids and my sister-in-law to a drive-in movie threater. It was mostly for the kids, we saw the "The Diary of a Wimpy kid". The movie was great for the kids, I laughed alot because it reminds me of the way I was in middle school with other kids. Believe or not I was the kid that if you even looked at me I would beat you up. I was the trouble maker of the school, always got in trouble and was always in detention. When I was in middle school I also kept a diary. I use to write alot but not so much now. I love to read now. I remeber that I had about 5 diaries but my mother threw half of them away. I still have some but I don't know where they are at, I know they are somewhere. That was saturday it was alot of fun it reminds me of old times. Don't you remeber those middle school years or as I call them the weirdest moments and confusing moments of your life?

On Sunday I took my oldest daughter to clothes shopping, it was alot of fun. I love to see the strangest styles my daughter is into. She has the most funky style I have ever seen. I was teaching her about colors and what colors do match with what. I let her pick out her clothes. Which to her was a big deal. Trust me I supervised, I made sure that the clothes she picked out was not crazy ones. when we were all done and we were driving home she actually said that she had alot of fun today picking out clothes with me. That made my day even so much more rewarding. It put a smile on my face because I know that I made her day by spending it with her. At the end of the day the ones that give you a smile are your kids.

spring break

My spring break consider doing nothing for school that is what I did on my spring break. I was glad that I did not have any classes because it gave me the chance to do more stuff around the house and be with my kids. I was able to relax a little more because I didn't have to think about a assignment due. Let me remind you that Iam taking four classes online so having this break was great. I did not even think about my wedding. I just wanted to let my mind to rest for a little bit which was good because now I can think clearly about things. So I think well this weekend I got my income tax return so I went and got clothes for the kids and on sunday I went to a friend's party that she had for the kids. The party was called a Garden party and that consisted of letting go of butterflies in her garden and having alot of fatty foods. It was fun to see the kids have so much fun letting go of butterflies. I loved that day because it shows that we should love the moment we are in enjoying the kids smiles and see that a smile makes all of a difference.

Once again what a morning it was

If its not one thing it is another. Early this morning like at 2 a.m. my baby girl decide to throw up all over the bed. Well that took almost all morning to clean up and not only that she got a fever so she did not want to go to sleep afterwards. Well lets just say I did not get much sleep. After I got a couple of hours of sleep and got ready for work the baby did not want to eat. That is ok she will eat at the daycare. On my way driving to drop off the baby some idiot driving decide to want almost kiss my tail, so I slowed down and said to him do you see that I have a baby in the back seat, so you should watch out how close you drive. He just looked away like he was shamed that he had done that. Well that was my morning. I don't think that it was that bad.

what a day it has been for me

Today was a busy day for me but when is it not a busy one. Today I feel extra drained out. I think Iam stressing out alittle with my classes lately. Iam trying to do so many things at one time that I don't let myself rest for one moment. I know I just don't want to be behind in anything, it is not just school but work and at home and trying to planning my wedding. Who ever said that planning a wedding is not easy and requires alot of work was not kidding. I have taken a break with my wedding plans for now, I really want to just focus with my studies. Maybe in springbreak I will start up again but for now Iam going to take a break. Man it is hard to be a mom and a full time student and work full time. I tell myself sometimes "what did I get myself into" but then I realize that I just have to put up with it. and I always say hard work at the beginning, it will be rewarding at the end. I just keep my head up and things will fall into place. Never give up and go for your dreams.

V-day

Well I had my V-day early this year I took my future husband out to a nice dinner at council oaks at the hard rock. It was just not for the love day but also for his b-day. His b-day is this wednesday. Then when we got home I surpised him with a surpise party. he had alot of fun being with his friends and it gave him the chance to relax and have fun since the kids were away. we had alot of fun. at the end of everything he thanked me and said I love you so much. That brought a big smile to my face. On the actual v-day he got me roses and a card. I got him a card and for my daughters I got them a card and a little bear. My oldest daughter was very happy. I also cooked some love cookies. It was a great day.

modern love column

The column that I liked was the one that is called " To nuture again with courage". I actually got teary eye on this one. It was so sad that she lost her daughter to a illness that probably could have been preventable. I don't know how she did it, or how she got the courage to move on. It must have been very painful to move on but I don't think that she completely moved on because she was always reminded of her daughter and when her adoptive daughter almost dies it was like bad thought came back to haunt her. I thought all of her hope was gone. I don't know what I would do if I would lose my daughters. I think I would go crazy just put me in a nut house. I think the whole reason for her to love another daughter is to not to forget the pain but to put her in peace with her self.

Life is hard and when things like that come your way you can either break down and cry or you can just have to get through it some way or somehow things will change. like the saying "time will heal all wounds", its just going through that bump.
It is true we open our hearts not knowing what can happen. We don't know what can happen in our lives I believe that God gives us obstacles o those that can handle it. God knew she was a strong woman and he knew that she could love again because he sent her a gift to love a daughter again, its like getting a second chance to love.

what a week I been having

Yes I been having a tough week between working and taking care of family and trying to find time to do homework. I really don't have time for myself but today I brought myself a couple things. I think I deserve it sometimes. Especially what i have been through this week. My soon-to-be husband has helped me finally but sometimes you feel like you need an extra person. I really don't know how some people that have like 14 kids, like that tv show 20 kids and counting or somewhat like that. I have lost count with that show. I use to watch it all the time but since I have no time anymore I don't know how many kids they have now. I thank GOD that the week is ending finally but that does not mean my duties as mom is over. Well I hope everyone has a nice weekend and also a safe one.

Why do us women do all the work

Well in my case,yes I do all the work while this other person just comes home and gets to relax. I wish I can get to relax but it is not in my cards for that. I love to care for my family but you know sometimes you need some type of help, any help for that matter. why wait to be asked you should just do it. You ladies that are married and have kids know what it is like to be the women that wears the pants all the time. I love my soon to be husband but sometimes I wish he could just help me out sometimes. Yes sometimes he does help me out but it is only when he wants something out of it. He knows that I work all day and still come home to take care of him and the kids.
My everyday life consists of waking up the kids and getting them ready for school. I drop off the baby at daycare and the other at school and then Iam on my way to work. I work 8 hrs a day like everyone else. At my lunch hour I call daycare to make sure the baby is doing o.k. Iam done with work by 5 so guess what I have to do is pick up the baby at daycare and then pick up my oldest at her father's house. In case you are wondering, my two daughters have different fathers. I just didn't want to confuse you. When I get to home I get dinner ready. I make sure the girls showered and that my oldest has done her homework. By the time food is ready he is walking through the door. It is nice to come home after a long day of work and see that dinner is ready for you and I cook everyday. So at the end of the night I also put my girls to sleep. As you can I work alot too.
I do understand that he works more than me outside of the home but I think I deserve some break sometimes. I love the things I do, I do not mind at all it is just that I sometimes need to just relax. You are probably wondering when do I have time to do my homework well my girls are good so when Iam cooking or doing anything I get my homework, and I also do my assignments during the week at lunch or when the kids have gone to sleep and I also do my readings in the weekends. I just don't have time for my self but that's ok for now because at the end it all pays off.

My Goals for this New Year

My goals for this new year are to be more helpful to others. I also want to attempt to go to chruch more often. I also want to be able to complete this year at BC so I can tranfer my credits to a universe next year. My accomplishment is to get my master's in speech pathology. I really want to work for a hospital one day. My wedding plans are going alittle slow right now because I planning to do good in school but Iam going to try my wedding dress this weekend. I guess I can say that everything is going as planned. I just got to make sure that I keep it up and don't get side tracked.
There are so many things we as people want to achieve in our lives. I think no matter what your situation is you can always manage to do it some way or other. Like Martin Luther King said one day "I Have a dream" and guess what his dream did come true. So we should achieve our goals and you can be surpised what we can accomplish as people. Just put your mind and heart to get and you can get there. There is no excuse for not wanting to do something. There is no such for the word "BUT".

My Winter Break

My winter break was not out of the ordinary, the only thing that was different was that I had to go buy gifts for the universe and the kids were out of school for winter vacation. The other thing that was different was since there was alot of people on vacation and the kids being out there was less traffic. Besides that my life was pretty much the same. From monday thru friday I had to wake everyone in my household and get them ready for another day. My older daughter was very excited to be out of school. The kids are lucky, why can't the adults get a break too? I must say this year for the holidays, they all fell on the long weekend for me. I was off for 4 days so that was my mini vacation. I was happy that I was able to spend so much more time with my family. I loved all my gifts I got this year and the kid loved it too. I thank God that I was able to provide for the holidays because my fiance and I are trying to save money for the wedding.
I didn't take classes last semester, I was just trying to get my self ready for this term. So that was my winter break, you see there was nothing out of the ordinary for me.

Yes life is what you make of it.

Yes we have choices in this life, we are the ones who say yes or no to what we make of it. We can make our day brighter just by helping eachother, even if its a smile or just letting someone in the lane. I know it makes me feel better when I know I can help someone.
I know that my choices in life have made me change alot. My life was very hard when I was growing up even in my adult years. There was things that I should never done but I wished someone could of informed me. I learned things the hard way. As I got older and had my first daughter at 19, I became more of a mother to my dauhgter but I still wanted to be young and explore. Let say at that age I wasn't ready to be a mom, but I tried my best to be one. As the years went the father of my daughter and I decide we need it to split up. It was just not working out. I went through alot with this man, but I was glad it was over. Then another chapter started not for a good one, fighting with child support to trying to be a mom but I really just wanted to be free. I got into my first accident. One day on my way home from work I fell asleep on the wheel at a turn lane but it was green I was just waiting for the truck to pass by. At that moment someone pulls behind me and honks his horn so I wake up and press on my gas and at that same moment the truck was passing by. I had ran into the two cargo truck head on. I was lucky because I bounced off him and did a 360 and faced the canel. I screamed at the guy who had spooked me to get me out of the car, but his friend said out loud that "don't take her out of the car ,her leg is broken". When he said that I looked down at my leg and screamed. My femur was broken and my ankle was facing inwards. To make story short I had ASAP surgery and I was out of work for 3 months. That situation made me change to whole new person. I left the partying and the unnecssary things. All that matter was spending time with my daughter and being there for her. Now my next story is going to wow you.
A few years have gone by and life is going great. I do everything with my daughter I teach her how to be a young lady and to be nice to others. I have been with this new man for over 4 years. Everything was going great I had a new job making more money, I gotten my degree in ma and xray, awhile ago but never used it. One day going to work at the job that I was going to be a month old. Going on I-75 to royal palm I got off in this exit to go to work. I had a ford explore sport,it was raining and the roads were very wet. As I was getting off at the exit, I lost control of my SUV to prevent my car hitting another car, I ran on a median and that made my suv flip over, I forgot to where my seat belt so I flew out the window, I don't remeber at all only certain things and noise. Well I saw my body from heaven, I looked down and wondered why I was there but as realized I was there I had waken and saw only people running around. That was the only thing that I remeber. To story short because it is pretty long one, I heard later that they had to give me CPR, because I was a gone again. I have a big scar that almost goes all the way around my head. I broke my shoulder in five places and my hip in four places. You can call me the iron woman. So from that Iam a brand new woman. My ways are totally different, Iam more into GOD, my family and all the people around me.

hello everyone in class enc1101

hello everyone Iam finally doing this blogging, I hope it is right